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Steve Smith Says He Still Gets Flashbacks From Sandpapergate

His report of ongoing anxiety highlights the lasting personal cost of the 2018 ball‑tampering episode as he prepares to tour South Africa.

Cricket - The Ashes - Australia v England - Fifth Test - Sydney Cricket Ground, Sydney, Australia - January 5, 2026 Australia's Steve Smith reacts REUTERS/Asanka Brendon Ratnayake

Overview

  • On Thursday Smith told interviews that the sound and flash of cameras still trigger vivid memories of his hurried exit from South Africa and an emotional press conference in Sydney.
  • He said he felt "thrown to the wolves" at Johannesburg airport and that he had little support during the immediate fallout from the episode.
  • Cricket Australia removed Smith as captain and banned him for 12 months over the March 2018 Newlands ball‑tampering incident, while David Warner received a 12‑month suspension and Cameron Bancroft a nine‑month ban.
  • Smith rebuilt his international career after the ban, returning in 2019 to score key centuries in the Ashes and amassing more than 10,900 Test runs since his reinstatement.
  • He is set to play in a three‑Test series that begins in Durban on October 9, 2026, a return that will revisit the locations and crowds tied to the controversy and could further focus attention on media treatment and player mental health.