Ray J Expresses Suicidal Thoughts Following BET Awards

The singer's troubling social media posts reveal deep distress after a confrontation with Zeus Network CEO and being barred from the event.

Ray J described feeling suicidal and disillusioned with reality in a series of Instagram posts.
The altercation with Zeus Network CEO Lemuel Plummer occurred at GloRilla's BET Awards afterparty.
Ray J claimed he was paid to stay silent about certain issues, which he now regrets.
He expressed frustration over being barred from re-entering the BET Awards during the event.
Ray J apologized to his sister, Brandy, and hinted at leaving the country.