Nicole Kidman Reflects on Emotional Struggle During 2003 Oscar Win

Actress recalls feeling overwhelmed after divorce from Tom Cruise, finds love with Keith Urban

Nicole Kidman has opened up about her emotional struggle during the time of her first Oscar win in 2003, which came shortly after her divorce from Tom Cruise.
Kidman, who won the Academy Award for Best Actress for her role in 'The Hours', recalls feeling overwhelmed and unable to enjoy the moment due to her personal turmoil.
She revealed that she felt uncomfortable attending the Vanity Fair party with her award, as it felt like 'gloating' and not humble.
After the event, Kidman went home and ate takeout on the floor of her hotel room, realizing that she needed to find love again.
Kidman later found love with Australian country singer Keith Urban, whom she married in 2006 and with whom she has two daughters.