Overview

• Nicole Kidman has opened up about her emotional struggle during the time of her first Oscar win in 2003, which came shortly after her divorce from Tom Cruise.
• Kidman, who won the Academy Award for Best Actress for her role in 'The Hours', recalls feeling overwhelmed and unable to enjoy the moment due to her personal turmoil.
• She revealed that she felt uncomfortable attending the Vanity Fair party with her award, as it felt like 'gloating' and not humble.
• After the event, Kidman went home and ate takeout on the floor of her hotel room, realizing that she needed to find love again.
• Kidman later found love with Australian country singer Keith Urban, whom she married in 2006 and with whom she has two daughters.