Particle.news

Download on the App Store

Madonna Says She Contemplated Suicide During 2015–16 Custody Battle in First Long-Form Podcast Interview

She credits her Kabbalah practice with helping her endure the crisis, saying she is now on good terms with son Rocco.

Overview

  • The two-hour conversation on Jay Shetty's On Purpose podcast marks Madonna's first extensive podcast appearance.
  • She recalled performing her Rebel Heart Tour while lying on her dressing room floor sobbing before going on stage each night.
  • Madonna said spiritual study helped her view painful experiences as lessons rather than punishment.
  • Court records and contemporaneous reporting show the dispute concluded in 2016 with a settlement allowing Rocco to remain in London with his father, Guy Ritchie.
  • She said she is now "really good friends" with Rocco and reflected on reconciling with her late brother Christopher before his death in 2024.