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Colts' Braden Smith Overcomes Severe OCD, Plans NFL Return

After battling religious scrupulosity and suicidal ideation, Smith credits innovative treatments for his recovery and readies for the 2025 season with a restructured contract.

  • Braden Smith revealed his struggle with religious scrupulosity, a form of OCD that caused relentless anxiety over offending God and led to compulsive behaviors.
  • Smith's mental health deteriorated to the point of suicidal ideation, prompting a 48-day stay in a Colorado treatment facility and alternative therapy in Mexico.
  • He underwent ibogaine and 5-MeO-DMT treatments in Mexico, which he says helped reset his mental state and improve his condition significantly.
  • Smith reports that while he still has OCD, it no longer controls his life, and he is ready to return to the NFL for the 2025 season.
  • The Colts restructured Smith's contract, reducing his salary to $8 million, reflecting their support for his recovery and return to the field.
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